when boredom strikes, MARCH ON TO OMEGLE!
06 Jun 2011 2 Comments
in Ramblings Tags: Boredom, Chat, Chatroulette, Guides, Omegle, Online chat, Recreation, SiteJabber
a few days ago, i had one of my very terrifying boredom attacks…. so i did the only thing i could to solve it… i went to omegle to annoy people! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA <— maniac laughter.
For those of you who don’t know what Omegle is, its basically just a site where you can talk to random people and they have no information about you whatsoever. theres video chatting and theres text chatting. i dont go on video cause i dont want weird, horny creeps recording me or showing me their junk.
its easier to annoy people in text chat!
So below are the results of my crazy adventures. [ I'm "you" ]
So anyways, i hope they made you laugh. if they didn’t then well……..
now close your eyes so i can magically disappear!
*POOF*
ASFLKGFBJKRTIKRMGKF !!!!!!!!!!
06 Jun 2011 1 Comment
in Ramblings Tags: Arts, BORED, Boredom, EPIC, Humor, Ian Kerner, Peter Toohey, Recreation, SAVE ME, Time Wasting
i am BORED!!!! & CONFUSED!!!!! [i like exclamation marks 
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boredom+me= me whinning around the house screaming “IM BORED” every two minutes. which then leads to my aunt wanting to kill me!
me+confusion= me screaming into pillows
boredom+confusion+me=LETHAL COMBINATION!
im all out of energy! i be all screamed out!!!! but im still bored and my muddled up brain has not solved the muddled up muddle-ness its in!
i have nothing to do. im done with college [YAHOOOOOOO] so i can’t even fill my time up with long, boring, tedious homework projects! AEKKKKKK!
DIRTY DIRTY DIRTY SUCKAAAAAAA…….. this is stuck in my head!!!! why did the song have to be soo effing catchy? DO IT LIKE A DUDE!!!
i dont get the song. but i like EET!
i knw what ure all thinking “why samia, don’t you have a story to complete? why don’t you ahead and do that instead of killing us with this boring post?”
i will enlighten you of my writer ways…. i can only write when im sad. yes, i know, i am weird.
i’ve not been sad for the past couple of weeks and so no new chapters of my story!
ive been happy, enraged, dissapointed, and even hyper on skittles but not sad! WOOHOOOO!
but it kinda sucks cause i wanna write! but i have writers block! and this is why this post is sooo DQWDFEFREW%£y&%^&*(
but i have to do SOMETHING or i shall go CARZY CRAZY! my head will explode and my bedroom walls will be lined with the exploded remains of my awesome brain… and blood of course.
i miss “how i met your mother” and “the big bang theory”. WHY DID THE SEASONS HAVE TO END!?!
when are they starting again?!?!! they are AWESOME!!!
im bored
BOOOOOOOOOOOREEEEDDDD
okay i shall stop procrastinating and go do something un-procrastinate-ey…. but WHAAAT?!?! *thinker pose* “hmmm….”
arrghhh eff it! i shall procrastinate all i want! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
and now just because i can, i shall link you to something EPIC! <—- CLICKETY CLICKS!
okay im away to whine about boredom now!
keep RAWRING! <3<3
I wish
05 Jun 2011 2 Comments
in Songs Tags: Arts, Dreams, Friendship, love, mushrrom man, Online Writing, Poetry, ramblings, random, Recreation, Relationships, romance, Tears
i wish my love was enough
to make you love me back
to put the smile i love so much back on your face
you have no idea what you put me thru
when you chose her,
i wished my life was over
words can’t express the pain i feel deep inside,
so im gonna say im okay and just smile.
no matter how much i hurt inside,
i promise i won’t cry
cause you’re the tears in my eyes
the only part of you i could have
i don’t want these tears to wash away all the memories we had.
before you came along,
baby i was afraid to fly.
but because of you, i was soaring in the sky
you made me feel invincible
like nothing could go wrong
that’s why i can’t believe you were the one to shoot my wings
all my illusions were shattered
when you chose her
you made me feel beaten and battered.
and i know you were never mine
but I’m not ready to let go of all the dreams,
all the memories,
all the could have beens.
no I’m not mad at you for cutting me so deep
for tearing me apart,
and no i don’t hate you
for ripping out my heart and crushing my dreams
i know boy you never realised what you did.
what they say is wrong
time doesn’t heal
it doesn’t lessen the pain
you’re bleeding love and your heart breaks over and over again.
or maybe it does
but just hasn’t worked for me yet
is there something more to learn?
maybe i need to learn how to forget
…but baby,
no matter how much i hurt inside,
i promise i won’t cry
cause you’re the tears in my eyes
the only part of you i could have
i don’t want these tears to wash away all the memories we had.
Like this:
once upon a dream
24 May 2011 2 Comments
in Songs Tags: broke, Crying, Dreams, Online Writing, Pain, Relationships, romance, sad
I was fooling myself when I said I hated you
I was fooling everyone else pretending I didn’t care
because of you I fake a smile everyday and I don’t think its very fair
why did you have to go and ruin it all
why did you lie when you said you’d catch me if I fall
why did you have to break my heart
why couldn’t you be true?
And why the hell can’t I get over you?
once upon a dream it was just you and me
i was in your loving arms. felt so loved, so safe.
opened my eyes, realised it was just a dream
…you were never in love with me.
tears are the feelings my words can’t express
my silence is filled with love for you.
i said your name didn’t mean to,
my accident confessed my undying love for you
bruised and shattered inside ,running from myself
looking for a place to hide ,
ashamed of what I’ve become
hiding my broken heart from everyone
these walls they mock me everyday
stupid girl, they say
let the past go and move on. he was never here to say
once upon a dream,it was just you and me
i was in your loving arms. felt so loved, so safe.
opened my eyes, realised it was just a dream
…you were never in love with me
Like this:
Pain
11 May 2011 Leave a Comment
in Songs Tags: Fear, kill, Pain, park, swings
He waited for her at the park by the swings
he said it was important
he had to talk about some things
her hands were shaking
there was fear in her voice
the apprehension from him
she couldn’t disguise
he opened his mouth, the words wouldn’t come out
all that he wanted to say, he couldn’t say it out loud
the fear of crashing and burning ripped at his heart
instead of confessing his love,
his words tore her apart.
He told her he was sick
of wiping her tears
he was tired of her constant fears
with every word he said, he died inside
he didn’t understand but his love he had to hide
he was scared of letting her know how much he loved her,
afraid of letting her know she was his whole life
his words were like daggers to her heart
tears running down her cheeks,
she turned and ran far
when he said she was a depressed freak
no one noticed the heartbroken girl
or the tears she cried
shattered and bruised
battered and abused
she put the blade to her wrist and took her own life
Shut you out
08 May 2011 2 Comments
in Songs
I’m hiding what I feel
Behind walls made of steel
I’m shutting you out
I’m shutting you out
Keeping the pain locked in
And your love locked out
Nothing that you say will save me from these doubts
So I’m shutting you out
Can’t help but shut you out
I’ve got ice in my veins
Scars on my heart
These cuts they run deep
And It hurts just to breathe
And at night when I gets lonely
And I can’t get to sleep
I wish
I wish I could let you in
And shut out the pain
Let you be the sunshine
That takes away the rain
But every time I try to fly
Something holds me back
So now I’m,
Keeping the pain locked in
And your love locked out
Nothing that you say will save me from these doubts
So I’m shutting you out
Can’t help but shut you out
Oh how I wish there was something I could tell you
About everything that I’ve been through
How I wish there was something you could do
To make me see that
I can let you in
And shut out the pain
Let you be the sunshine
That takes away the rain
But every time I try to fly
Something holds me back
So I’m just gonna,
Give into the pain and cut you out
Let myself drown in doubts
Fill me up with tears and pain
And I know I’ll never feel whole again
©Samia
Yes, Sleep no like moi
07 May 2011 Leave a Comment
where art thou sleep?
sleepy-o, sleepy-o,
where art thou sleepy-o?
-Samia-ette
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